Yesterday was a good day. I kind of started in a funk or something but by the end of the day i was in a better mood. Sometimes it's ok to get mad at the people you love, It's not ok to just let it simmer and get worse. When i finally decided to go to college and grow up i thought i'd be learning all these books smarts and that would be that. I mean i spent a year doing nothing, and i thought "Why haven't i learned anything new lately?" DUH because you were sitting at home being depressed all the time. Now that i'm out and around new people, being challenged and pushed i have learned a lot of things. I am so happy. Sometimes learning can suuuuck but honestly, that's ok. I love that i have learned how to write a semi good first essay, but i'm also glad i learned that friendships evolve, my parents aren't always right(i know, took me long enough right?), and friendships ebb and flow. I'm still getting a hold of this college thing but i love it. I don't know if this post makes sense to anyone else but me but hey, i'm ok with that.
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