no music this time

This is the second drawing i've done in the sketch book project. i whipped this picture out soo fast it was crazy. I kind of decided to turn this blog into a drawing/ "what is katie feeling today" blog. I was laying bed thinking the other day and i kinda realized something. I am always trying to be someones best friend. Anytime i make a new friend i find my selftrying my best to be their best friend. Its not a completely terrible thing but the reason i need to change that about my self is the fact that when this new friend doesn't want or need a best friend it kind of breaks my friend heart. i realize this makes me sound like a clingy friend but really i just care alot. I'm a sucker for being a bestfriend, but it sucks to realize "Oh hey, they don't really need me to their bestfriend." So i'm going to try not to be so much that way. Not that i'm not going to be my self, but i'm just gonna try to be me and see what kind of friend i need to be. If i'm just the friend that someone says "hey" to in the store, thats cool. Or maybe i'm the friend you go to coffee with every few weeks, i'll be ok with that. Or maybe i'm your bestfriend, thats awesome too. Either way, i want to be the best at whatever kind of friend you need me to be....i dont know if all or any of this made any sense. Its just something i was feeling.