i'm gonna wear tie-dye tomorrow!

I am starting school tomorrow....oh mah gosh. i'm so nervous and excited. i'm kinda scared i wont have time to draw but if i really want to draw i'll draw. So anyways, this picture is just a doodle. I sat my coffee down on a piece of paper and then started drawing on it. So thats that....i'm not gonna sleep tonight i'm so nervous haha oh and i am going on a cruise in a week exactly. oh my gosh i'm excited! anyways, have a beautiful week:)

"confidence" Teddy Geiger

The last week or so has been kinda crazy and full of college juuunk. I'm not even in class yet and i'm sick of it already. I feel like i'm juts dishing out my money all the time. its frustrating but i know it has to happen. Anyways, Thats why i'm posting three photos this time. So i can make up for the lack of postings and the future lack of postings ha. I haven't been under this kind of pressure in a while. So try to give me a break. Enjoy the pictures. i enjoyed drawing them.

"Brand new day" -Joshua radin

I'm really trying not to feel so needy and clingy. I'm trying to let people pursue a friendship with me instead of it being the other way around. I'm trying to be more a do-er than a sitter. I'm trying to enjoy all that i have with all my heart instead of not being content and wanting something doesn't want to be wanted. It is so hard for me not to reach out when someone doesn't need to reached out to. Anyways, this is a sketchbook entry. enjoy.

"number three"- Ben harper

I think my first year of college is going to be kind of hard. but not just because of the whole using my brain thing. I'm more worried about the people. I mean when i was in high school i was constantly around people i didn't like so i got used to dealing with the shallow friendships and conversations. During this year of not going to school i really only hung out with people i really wanted to actually hang out with. So i think i'll be out of practice when it comes to dealing with people that annoy me and all the shallow people that i'll have to encounter haha we'll see how that goes. Anyways, this is another picture from my sketchbook project. I'm looking for awesome quotes i want to put in the book, so if you have any ideas let me know. You might see them on the next drawing, who knows.

"hold on to what you believe"- Mumford and sons

Do you know that feeling when you've got your hopes up, then something happens that causes you to lose hope for a split second? Then that moment makes you question the thing you had hope for? And your mind is running around saying "Wait, what does that mean?" "Why am i going crazy over this?" Maybe i'm alone in that ha I just feel like i can be so sure of something until i'm not, ya know? There are some things that i can always be sure of though. Like My parents, i can always be sure that they'll love me until eternity decides to stop being eternity. Then there's Nikki and Theresa, they're stuck with me forever. Not litterally like they have to stay with me forever. But more like i know they'll be my family forever. And of course God. He's a cool dude. I love him. Anyways, I think i need to grow up a little more so i'm not so insecure about certain things. I'm workin on it. Ok so this is another drawing in my "sketchbook preject" sketchbook. Enjoy.